JEALOUS BUT NOT JEALOUS

  Hey, you know what, I get jealous of people around you sometimes, and feel like why I can't be with you there and just because I know the answers the feeling of jealousy vanishes most of the time very easily, but sometimes I do struggle with it and somehow manage to reach on the peace after some time.

I don't know whether I shall be telling this to you or not, but my transparent nature and keeping things straight come in between, I hope you understand the same, I don't want to control you ever, it's just the distance that talks sometimes than my mind or love, but you know how much I love you, and I will always love.

I wish I was the lucky one who would be roaming around you in the city, maybe holding your hands all the time or perhaps just putting my hand on your shoulder especially when it's crowded, or we are crossing the road to make sure we don't get separated for a moment as well.

You are already aware of how I feel about us, and with little here and there you feel the same, and I wish all our feelings become a reality soon. Amen!

Chintan Kharade

CAN'T CONVINCE THEM

"What?” he almost screamed when she said, “it’s all up to you whether to be together forever or not. You will have to get settled fast or we can't be together."

He was speechless, not even wishing to talk anymore and she was just pushing it on him. He can't think of "why it's only in his hand? Just because he is male and our society is male dominant or she just got fade up of him because of his extra (care) possessiveness to her?"

He thought knows their families will oppose their relationship due to some orthodox reasons and he still holds on to it. He is ready to fight for her and she isn't. Oh, of course, they had agreed on "nothing they will do without their families’ acceptance. But they will try their best to convince their families."

He knows that initially it will be hard but after some time his family will be there with him in his decision, in his happiness.

"But what if he isn't that much settled in fulfilling her family expectations?" This question drives his mind crazy. He just tries to concentrate until this thought haunts his mind.

He doesn't have the fear of not having that much-settled life because his life going to be awesome after a few years.

He fears of losing her just because, "she can't convince them."

Chintan Kharade

THIS IS COMPLETENESS..!!!

Walking on the street fully crowded with people, though, with friends, he was unable to think of anything else than her eyes today. He had seen her first time in his entire life with ‘kajal' in her eyes.

Those eyes were just making her way more beautiful than she already is… He doesn’t know or he doesn’t even want to think about ‘what she thinks about him’. Oh, of course, she already knows that he likes or simply has a crush on her…

Today he just wished that he could have been able to jump in her eyes and grab her in his dreams never to let go of her… But whatever the facts he dreams of her… Deep in his heart, he prays for her every second…

They were still walking with their friends, but at some place, the crowd was more than usual as per his habit while walking on crowded streets, he folded his one hand at the back… and started walking a little alone... suddenly he felt that she was holding his hand at the back… not for much time but hardly for 10 seconds… Some lines of the song started ringing in his mind,

“haath thaam chalna ho toh dono ke daayein haath sang kaise?
ek daaya hoga, ek baaya hoga.. thaam le haath ye thaam le..
chalna hai sang thaam le…”…

His heart said, "this is completeness..!!!”

Chintan Kharade

Eternal Love

    Our togetherness has no bounds not even of touch and being together physically, but the way we have touched each other's souls, we can always define our togetherness has otherworldly meaning and it will always be ununderstandable to the world that believes in materialistic things.

    Meeting you was fate; keeping you close to my heart is a decision and having you near me physically is a prayer I always chant. The future might be unclear, and still, I am trying to manifest things alone so that the universe might listen to my prayers and let us live together forever, till eternity.

    Yes, my love for you is deeper than the materialistic world and will keep you surprised from time to time as I express it to you in different ways till eternity. I believe, if love is not deep, it's not even love. So, I am not sure if you feel lucky to have me or if you will still keep asking me the "till when?" question, my answer will never change, and my answer will always be "till eternity".

    Materialistic love may end when we die but we have touched each other's soul and my love for you will be till eternity.

    "The togetherness is beyond bonds of anything that can bond... My love starts where everything stops... My love is countless... It's flawless... It's eternal... It's magical... It's what god gifted to us... So let's go with the love we have for each other..."


Chintan Kharade

HE IS WORTHLESS THOUGH HE ISN’T

He is the person who always helps people or tries to help them with his soothing words or actions.

But, what about him? When every other person tries to seek help from him for their problems, he just goes on helping them without anything to get back.

Now, when he is disturbed due to the situations in his life, and still knows that few people just want him to help them. What he feels is, “he is just a medium for people to empty their minds, express their feelings in any possible way and after doing or while doing that, they don’t even treat him with respect which he actually deserves. They just think that whatever he does, doesn’t affect him. He doesn’t even deserve respect. He is just a person on whom one can empty the hatefulness of their lives and for other people who are actually bothering them for the situation of their mind.”

He is tired of helping people who don’t even give him space for him to deal with his own issues.

If he doesn’t deserve respect and space for himself… HE IS WORTHLESS THOUGH HE ISN’T…..

Chintan Kharade

The Walk of Life...!!

          It's not about your presence or absence in my life... It's all about my will to go further in life or not... And quoting Paulo Coelho, I would like to tell you that, "Life is short for waiting..."

          So, as the decision is yours, 'to walk with me on the path of life or not!' But surely if you are about to quit the path or choose the other companion over me... I don't have any issues because "a traveler must travel with or without company!"

          My love for walking challenging paths isn't unknown to you... So decide in time because once you are leaving (the current place) with me or leaving me, I would have been moved on by the choice you left me with...

          And I won't regret my choices of paths, because I am a globetrotter and I just walk on the path I chose to travel on...!!!

Chintan Kharade

The Better Than The Previous

Life is a journey where you meet people and leave some behind. Very few will love to accompany you on your journey, but the partner may or may not be trustworthy as you think. It might be an illusion that they have created for you for their personal gain of some kind, and you will never know unless they have accomplished their interest. And one day suddenly everything will change, you will be in a dream of some sort and then the dream will be shattered into infinite pieces, just because they are done with you.

Yes! All the above-mentioned subject is valid for all of us. It's just how we are reacting to all the unexpected scene introduced into our lives that can help us build the next version of ourselves, "The better than the previous version" or can help us destroy ourselves.

Better, we build a better version..!

Chintan Kharade