JEALOUS BUT NOT JEALOUS

  Hey, you know what, I get jealous of people around you sometimes, and feel like why I can't be with you there and just because I know the answers the feeling of jealousy vanishes most of the time very easily, but sometimes I do struggle with it and somehow manage to reach on the peace after some time.

I don't know whether I shall be telling this to you or not, but my transparent nature and keeping things straight come in between, I hope you understand the same, I don't want to control you ever, it's just the distance that talks sometimes than my mind or love, but you know how much I love you, and I will always love.

I wish I was the lucky one who would be roaming around you in the city, maybe holding your hands all the time or perhaps just putting my hand on your shoulder especially when it's crowded, or we are crossing the road to make sure we don't get separated for a moment as well.

You are already aware of how I feel about us, and with little here and there you feel the same, and I wish all our feelings become a reality soon. Amen!

Chintan Kharade

CAN'T CONVINCE THEM

"What?” he almost screamed when she said, “it’s all up to you whether to be together forever or not. You will have to get settled fast or we can't be together."

He was speechless, not even wishing to talk anymore and she was just pushing it on him. He can't think of "why it's only in his hand? Just because he is male and our society is male dominant or she just got fade up of him because of his extra (care) possessiveness to her?"

He thought knows their families will oppose their relationship due to some orthodox reasons and he still holds on to it. He is ready to fight for her and she isn't. Oh, of course, they had agreed on "nothing they will do without their families’ acceptance. But they will try their best to convince their families."

He knows that initially it will be hard but after some time his family will be there with him in his decision, in his happiness.

"But what if he isn't that much settled in fulfilling her family expectations?" This question drives his mind crazy. He just tries to concentrate until this thought haunts his mind.

He doesn't have the fear of not having that much-settled life because his life going to be awesome after a few years.

He fears of losing her just because, "she can't convince them."

Chintan Kharade

THIS IS COMPLETENESS..!!!

Walking on the street fully crowded with people, though, with friends, he was unable to think of anything else than her eyes today. He had seen her first time in his entire life with ‘kajal' in her eyes.

Those eyes were just making her way more beautiful than she already is… He doesn’t know or he doesn’t even want to think about ‘what she thinks about him’. Oh, of course, she already knows that he likes or simply has a crush on her…

Today he just wished that he could have been able to jump in her eyes and grab her in his dreams never to let go of her… But whatever the facts he dreams of her… Deep in his heart, he prays for her every second…

They were still walking with their friends, but at some place, the crowd was more than usual as per his habit while walking on crowded streets, he folded his one hand at the back… and started walking a little alone... suddenly he felt that she was holding his hand at the back… not for much time but hardly for 10 seconds… Some lines of the song started ringing in his mind,

“haath thaam chalna ho toh dono ke daayein haath sang kaise?
ek daaya hoga, ek baaya hoga.. thaam le haath ye thaam le..
chalna hai sang thaam le…”…

His heart said, "this is completeness..!!!”

Chintan Kharade