Me and My Shadows

My anger is both for me... My power and my weakness too... Sad to say but my anger had given me various rewards in life as well as just snatched away many things I truly loved and wished for them or those to be with me forever...
My anger is just like a short incident... I always forget what I said to someone under influence of anger... I kept hurting people of value, some of those are still with me, who actually understood "me" and my pure intentions of good wishes for them than my "anger"... Some are there who still made me angry because of their "I don't want to change myself" attitude...
But I stopped getting angry at them... Because in Marathi there is one phrase "गाढवासमोर वाचली 'गीता' कालचा गोंधळ बरा होता." Simply means it's worthless to explain something to a foolish person... I assume a person who is still with not even minor changes as "worthless"...
"The show must go on" is my basic thinking of mine and I just don't stop for anything and keep moving further in my life... And got that I had to be under the control of my mind not under influence of my anger... So I just stopped reacting with my anger and I started reacting with a smile and actions...
And yes IT HELPS...

Chintan Kharade

Greed..??

I don't understand why people try to have everything that they want irrespective of what are the situations both inside and outside their minds...

I surely do want to achieve everything that I want to... But not irrespective of the situation... I believe in "the Almighty" and I know for sure He will give me what I deserve... What I am capable of...

I don't even go to any holy place as they say of Mandirs, Mosque, Gurudwara or Church... Nor do I pray every day... Because I know He is in my heart... He always will be... To guide me, to punish me, to pamper me, and also motivate me...

Oh "God", just be in my heart... Be my strength... And keep me away from any of the greed than doing my karma...

Amen...!!

Chintan Kharade

ONE GIRL

There are many girls around... But that 'one', she is special... Actually very very special... It's like a mutual understanding between us or something which bounds me with her...

I never even had dreamed of having that kind of mutual understanding with someone whom I barely know... Besides the other ones whom I know for a certain number of years fail to show me that understanding... I don't know what it is? But one day I'll be having answers to all of these silly questions of my mind my brain...

Oh, I should actually be thankful to other people in my life to set up an example of an ideal person who may possess the qualities of nothing else... Because love never about looked to me... It's about the bounding maid by the Almighty...

With the wish to have that one girl in my life ever and forever... I would just say "Amen!"...

Chintan Kharade